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I am not sure if people are going to read this. If they dont, i mostly prefer it that way so they would be spared by my agonizing thoughts no normal person could ever withstand. I welcome you to my mind. The input are the result of the past and present events of my life. These are the things I cannot normally say thus I put it in writing. I am a coward and fight in silence. I am not totally what i am when you see me. There's more to it than meets the eye. Read and you will discover what I want to be and what not.